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Negligible Narcossis

by Thinkspeak

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1.
standin in the field of being watchin stuff arise that little text ping, the neighbor's dog, clouds drift across the sky here was an eclipse an hour ago the moon right in front of the sun darkened the day while wildlife lay confused and wondering a cup of coffee steamin near a dove silhouetted high in a tree seems like somethin happened to mark this day for me a singular pleadin an outrageous claim that it's all all special from frozen north to distant flame they/we stand in the field of being today shinin like yon torch no one above all above all equal emerging from mysterious source nothin in the middle nothin on the outside all around nothin no where is not in sight nothin nothin nothin but the whole caboose nothin nothin nothin but the whole caboose standin in the field of being everything so alive that Carolina Wren a calico kitty a jetful of people on the fly the hedge might need a clippin but I'll let it go might get to it when come spring preoccupied now tryin to figure out how to be part of that stillness thing a cup of coffee steamin near a dove silhouetted high in a tree seems like somethin happened to mark this day for me a singular pleadin an outrageous claim that it's all al special from frozen north to distant flame they/we stand in the field of being today shinin like yon torch no one above all above all equal emerging from mysterious source nothin in the middle nothin on the outside all around nothin no where is not in sight nothin nothin nothin but the whole caboose nothin nothin nothin but the whole caboose nothin in the middle nothin on the outside all around nothin no where is not in sight nothin nothin nothin but the whole caboose nothin nothin nothin but the whole caboose
2.
when I heard my name comin out of the wood might a been a grizzly in the neighborhood didn't wanna hang around to answer that call sides I had a meetup at the wailing wall it was getting dark couldn't see too well flagged myself a taxi to a sounding bell kind of like a church bell but it seemed early wasn't even Sunday but eternity nudged me with its fingers of cold warm ice suggested I was standin still in paradise it often comes to me when I am feelin old that time is an illusion and I'm in the fold where everything has happened and it's happening again (3x) 2. when I heard my name comin out of the swamp might a been a gator or a do se do stomp didn't wanna venture in that mud and deep needed to be tending to my need to sleep the telephone was ringin disturbing shrill hard to keep focused hard to keep myself still maybe I was dreamin under my quilt maybe my sobriety was takin a tilt nudged me with its fingers of cold warm ice suggested I was standin still in paradise it often comes to me when I am feelin old that time is an illusion and I'm in the fold where everything has happened and it's happening again (3x)
3.
in the dawn of pre-history the bang banged out beginning the story laying down the route from the tiny amoeba to the mastodon and the saber tooth tiger wherever she roamed bands of apes and maybe chimpanzees swingin in the branches of the jungle trees something developed and kept it up before we knew it we were standin up she wouldn't have said she was born and bred where the bricks and bread and the beds were red she is sure to be just as pleased as me when the balmy breeze blows the seeds of peace our way 2. we built us a hut and built a fortress raised us an army endured the rest put down the women and made some slaves conquered the other and rode the waves clear across the sea to claim some land hustle some gold if it killed some man convert the survivors to a story book and force it down on'em so they cannot look at who is to benefit and who is to rule we'll teach'em not to question in a standard school she wouldn't have said she was born and bred where the bricks and bread and the beds were red she is sure to be just as pleased as me when the balmy breeze blows the seeds of peace our way we broke us away from the king and them put ourselves in with the merchants instead and that grew up to be capitalism and got resisted by a twisted marxism and both ideas seemed to serve their adherents but not the people caught in the system but some of the ones who had time to consider had another idea maybe even weirder that hunger can end and inequality and peace among us is somethin we can be she wouldn't have said she was born and bred where the bricks and bread and the beds were red she is sure to be just as pleased as me when the balmy breeze blows the seeds of peace our way
4.
I know Not 05:15
I'm not a rock I won't last long in geological time what is that expression I know not I know not is it now now no time to regret have we not now no time for redress I know not I know not we could have when we had the leisure healed the breach before the seizure declined to accept earth life fever declined to freeze in nuclear winter I know not I know not I'm not a rock I won't last long in geological time where from comes cyclic depression I know not I know not parallel political repression I know not I know not is it not now no time for fortress have we not now no time for success I know not I know not we might have had foresight to stand up before the lords of war to yield not declined to accept earth life fever declined to freeze in nuclear winter I know not I know not I'm not a rock I won't last long in geological time
5.
death is everywhere and so is life it's split down the middle like a butcher's knife maybe not middle cause there's way far more far more of nothin than there was before or maybe that's mistaken may be the other way life is the rule brain's got nothin to say and all these ideas on justice and greed peace and war and what we think we need stand as illusion or clumsy best guess a misunderstanding of a perfect kind of stress misarticulation throwin words around grabbin received wisdom heritage propaganda bound your summer is my winter your sunrise is my sunset your afternoon my midnight your eastern is my west 2. denial is common and so is certainty arrogance speaks a mouth cannot see maybe not knowing is a fashion state maybe pretension is a matter of taste or maybe that's mistaken may be the other way life is the rule brain's got nothin to say and when the instrument is tearin it up doesn't seem like terror has come to sup doesn't seem like hunger is on anyone misarticulation throwin words around grabbin received wisdom heritage propaganda bound your summer is my winter your sunrise is my sunset your afternoon my midnight your eastern is my west 3. market time is social big market has a stench bleeding at the orifice for such a disconnect must be some other way to organize ourselves as citizens of now of paradise or maybe that's mistaken may be the other way life is the rule brain's got nothin to say a poem stands and sings it opens dialogue a drawing of attention to what many may call god hovering in the atmosphere tracked by calculus transparent to the tutelage of one becalming trust misarticulation throwin words around grabbin received wisdom heritage propaganda bound your summer is my winter your sunrise is my sunset your afternoon my midnight your eastern is my west
6.
Ever Lock 01:15
every bank is locked on patriarchy avenue every heart is locked envaulted entombed on patriarchy avenue only money on patriarchy avenue bottom line avenue
7.
once a year we get cherry trees blossoming in ol' D.C. and sausage-making in the capital makes me woozy for the people one day we might get something neat an end to pollution or some other treat like taxes on the rich to help the poor a brilliant bill to end all war hey we'll be dancin in the street brothers and sisters singin sweet songs about sharing enough for all across the earth we'l hear that call 2. after the dance there'll end conflict be resolved with our consent no more hunger or suffering homeless now part of the family I predict it happening or alternatively ending civilization can't survive the patriarchal prison lie hey we'll be dancin in the street brothers and sisters singin sweet songs about sharing enough for all across the earth we'l hear that call
8.
Patriarchy 05:22
he walks around covering his fear of death with steaming diatribes on the liberal press women like lazy blacks he says they're out of line uppity demanding this and that and too much equality we're not fooled we take the corn fed rat flag wave it as our banner in the face of wimps and fags won't take no insult won't take no wuppin we'll keep our heritage and put them in the oven our natural place is at the top we never stop we rule as cop we throw no sop don't need no prop 2. we work cuz work is what white men do we go to church sunday we're not like you we learn commandments set down by god we promise you know we'll rule by the rod our daughters and sons won't disobey we don't allow no nuther nations no say there'll be no more mixin of races or class we honor the owner and he covers our ass our natural place is at the top we never stop we rule as cop we throw no sop don't need no prop 3. private prisons and private schools way way better than the golden rule cause profit is the thing that makes you free and privilege is earned by the worker bee you got nothin comin but what you get and what you get will make the weak upset that's the way it's always been separate the losers from we who win our natural place is at the top we never stop we rule as cop we throw no sop don't need no prop 4. we're independent don't need no help from any do-gooders just from our self on our own let chips fall where they may we'll be favored no matter what you say we're the greatest nation and what makes us great is natural superiority we don't hesitate to bring out the guns see'em backin off showin who's strong is showin who's boss our natural place is at the top we never stop we rule as cop we throw no sop don't need no prop 5. all ya gotta do is watch fox news that'll keep ya current how them commies and jews infiltrate our churches our schools and towns with those inferiors with skin too brown sharia law ain't comin anywhere round here we're americins lemme make that clear put it in the bank english gotta press one don't need no other foreign kinda tongue our natural place is at the top we never stop we rule as cop we throw no sop don't need no prop
9.
Stage Left 03:41
why would anybody pay a penny for a thought they've confiscated every other value that we bought it's just a tiny matter of holding down the fort you'll find it in the small print of the weekly month's report and the sum of what was said the gist that was agreed something will be transferred when it's shown what we will be marvelous sun is setting to make the day complete night will enter stage left if we still decide to meet and if there's then a morning we will try to be asleep as if it's something that requires a nose for the discrete 2. we met our comrades on the field wanting to align the markers with the edges playing out in dark tree line nothing happened just at first but soon it all came down the clouds just split and out it fell the center of the town for what it's worth I stood my ground while others turned to flee and what it has amounted to is not far short of free marvelous sun is setting to make the day complete night will enter stage left if we still decide to meet and if there's then a morning we will try to be asleep as if it's something that requires a nose for the discrete 3. soon I know the district gate will close on those who're late the method in their madness isn't lost on those who wait in the distant hills where orchards lay in rows of savory fruit the clouds beyond above and as before wet the astute in fading light the carriage rides the ruts beside the fence and all returns returns again repeats such discontent marvelous sun is setting to make the day complete night will enter stage left if we still decide to meet and if there's then a morning we will try to be asleep as if it's something that requires a nose for the discrete
10.
I'm a planet in the blue a blossom on a tree or any other circumstantial singularity I'm a soldier in mid-step a bullet half en route a partner an associate a lower lip in pout an angel on the ferry a hayseed in the air a movement in the harbor a tangle in the hair the sun don't rise we turn with it into earth's dark shadow justice it ain't blind it works for the influential one thing to remember don't laugh don't walk in the path of a frigid white cartwheeling cascaded avalanche 2. I'm a tipper in the new momentary lounge reeling from the dinner drinks and moody mellow sound out on the prairie wintry summer fantasy a native people lingering in somber legacy and further west and north such stark dark wooded hills hosting streams meandering fish no longer fill the sun don't rise we turn with it into earth's dark shadow justice it ain't blind it works for the influential one thing to remember don't laugh don't walk in the path of a frigid white cartwheeling cascaded avalanche 3. I'm a Carley Simon super fan middle of the road raging at the government for stacking high a load explanations of innocence deceptive as a fake works out for the doctrinaire but not for the awake and with the wind that chills us coming off the moor bending branches to breaking point knowing not what for the sun don't rise we turn with it into earth's dark shadow justice it ain't blind it works for the influential one thing to remember don't laugh don't walk in the path of a frigid white cartwheeling cascaded avalanche

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A collection of ten new songs, lyrically touching on social commentary, self-reflection and a sort of stream-of-consciousness writing that by-passes the rational but dips in on occasion. Rebecca Keel graces this one with her beautiful vocals on most of the songs, way more than a backup singer. The cover image is a detail from a larger painting of 9 supreme court justices, decent ones selected from the gallery of rogues that have populated that bench over the years, this one Justice William O. Douglas.

The songs are one-man-band joined with Rebecca vocals as I do all the instruments save the simple drum loops. I excuse my limited but growing musicality by calling them demos but they allow an outlet for my writing and a medium of great fun for my playing.

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released November 12, 2018

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Thinkspeak Atlanta, Georgia

Tom Ferguson has been writing songs since 1969, all of which are collected in Songs, 1969-2018. It's coil-bound to nicely fit a music stand, available at lulu.com just search tom ferguson there.

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