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Delusion Zone

by Thinkspeak

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1.
got a coat and a moat and an SUV country place big screen TV got a list of stuff would fill a bus the actual stuff ain't near enough never gonna get enough never gonna get enough 2. got a trainer and a tamer of investigations a voyeur and a lawyer who carries a gun got a list of deeds would try a judge a list of needs that'll cost some blood never gonna get enough never gonna get enough 3. got a private jet will take me anywhere a matching set of Michael Graves chairs got a list of things would make you green a solid gold engagement ring never gonna get enough never gonna get enough never gonna ever gonna never ever ever gonna never never ever gonna never gonna get enough 4. got a horse and a source of of market tips a yacht that dwarfs the Queen Elizabeth got a list of wishes would fill a page a page as big as the London stage never gonna get enough never gonna get enough never gonna ever gonna never ever ever gonna never never ever gonna never gonna get enough
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Long Life 03:41
Wedlock backed out of the driveway rolled down Craig Street every day as did the neighbors all as time passed away and the years thin out the street a wide-eyed generation arrives I need long life I'm a late riser tryin to wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up 2. inside the mirror an early whisker in the same window my first gray hair and a wrinkle in time signaling decline and the years thin out the street a wide-eyed generation arrives I need long life I'm a late riser tryin to wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up 3. it's so strange seems like it will last forever new stitches on old shoe leather neither triumph nor defeat will ever phase the master and the years thin out the street a wide-eyed generation arrives I need long life I'm a late riser tryin to wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up
3.
Jurisdiction 05:11
Everytime I see the sheriff comin around I right away relocate to another part of town me and the law don't fit like a glove ain't much likin and there ain't no love people you know got a strong desire to push someone little right into the fire makes'em feel bigger than they really are as if there's not a light burnin big as a star standin in the middle of the unexplained might make a person stumble into any kind of game you can play it on you or let somebody else or tuck the whole thing in favor of wealth out here on the outskirts I can understand the notion down at the bottom is somethin mighty fearsome and if that were lifted we'd have situation at least we'd be outside his jurisdiction 2. several months ago when the river was low we set off for the city in the afterglow me and my neighbor through all kinds of weather we didn't talk much but we stuck together people you know got a tendency to act kind of unpredictably makes ya feel uncertain till it all shakes out sometimes it's okey dokey sometimes it's not standin in the middle of the unexplained might make a person stumble into any kind of game you can play it on you or let somebody else or tuck the whole thing in favor of wealth out here on the outskirts I can understand the notion down at the bottom is somethin mighty fearsome and if that were lifted we'd have situation at least we'd be outside his jurisdiction 3. hitchin on the highway with a thumb all out a motor home pulled over and invited us up back to where we started seemed about right somethin pullin on me something I won't fight the old home place despite all appearance is bound to shake me with its disappearance so why am I determined to be there again might be full-circle is turnin it standin in the middle of the unexplained might make a person stumble into any kind of game you can play it on you or let somebody else or tuck the whole thing in favor of wealth out here on the outskirts I can understand the notion down at the bottom is somethin mighty fearsome and if that were lifted we'd have situation at least we'd be outside his jurisdiction
4.
How is it done how is it run how does the ruler hold on? relies on manipulation violence not out of the question it probably comes down to money the co-companion of power welding the sword won't spare the flower winning the gold won't hold the tower back from the typhoon wild rising sea back to the soothing sweet melody 2. how is it done how is it run how does the gangster survive? relies on intimidation might not leave you alive it probably comes down to money the co-companion of power bluffing the dark won't lighten the load lighting the night is not written in code darkness won't do it hitting the mark lighting the spiral is lighting the dark
5.
chasing just like that Russian dog chasing just like I'm told never a thought for where I'm going never a thought just fog 2. choosing my colors out of the bin choosing to mark faucets gold sitting and reading below the fold listing the who and the when refrain the 14th is tuesday that day is mine the warrantee won't be here too soon nothing asunder unless it's for whom nothing is sounder than my alibi 3. forging a sentence to nudge it alive swimming through riptides with weights catching a wave well worth the wait balancing opposite sides
6.
laying by the river with no hook on my line haven't had a haircut since 1969 just above my head a wren singin somethin sweet be happy to do anything but stand up on my feet lazy you might say but there's nothin to do had all my employment and had me all my school now I'm just here now I'm just here 2. layin by the river with no list of to-dos been there and done that and paid me on my dues a cloud drifted by just a little while ago took the shape of somethin I didn't need to know lazy you might say but there's nothin to do had all my employment and had me all my school now I'm just here now I'm just here 3. layin by the river with the shade on my face wouldn't wanna have to get up and go some place half a mile away I hear that dinner call guess I'm gonna have to get up after all lazy you might say but there's nothin to do had all my employment and had me all my school now I'm just here now I'm just here 4. layin by the river waitin for the sun to settle in the west phasin out another one I'll be back tomorrow I might have to miss the race cosying up on over here in my favorite space lazy you might say but there's nothin to do had all my employment and had me all my school now I'm just here now I'm just here laying by the river with no hook on my line haven't had a haircut since 1969
7.
Mendacity 04:09
History, biology, plenty of philosophy so much to read so much to do geography, sociology, mathematical numerology sorting out the false from the true astronomy, astrology, abnormal psychology ecology, cosmology, international economy and local police brutality aimed at the nearest minority and military bases spread hegemony of the one percent and their oligarchy captured by patriarchy pretending to democracy camouflaging hypocrisy behind a slick forged decency received wisdom pumped daily corporate media mendacity mendacity 2. musicology, physiology, house of matriarchy philology, oncology, magical brew photography, neurology, messy meteorology sorting out the false from true ptolemy, sympathy, medieval mythology, velocity, impossibly, visionary necessity and acting out so phony pay-off so politically and military bases spread hegemony of the one percent and their oligarchy captured by patriarchy pretending to democracy camouflaging hypocrisy behind a slick forged decency received wisdom pumped daily corporate media mendacity mendacity
8.
if there were someone in Hollywood who understood who knew they could batan down the hatches when the ice is gone when the wind is on when the drought has come wouldn't hesitate to pay the 18 bucks to get into a movie doesn't leave you stuck in delusion zone in delusion zone 2. when there are signs like there are right now incensed nature like a runaway plow fury comin on like a crazed nation tearin up the fabric of civilization wouldn't hesitate to pay a couple bucks to read a newspaper doesn't leave you stuck in delusion zone in delusion zone 3. ever single servant of the patriarch who wasn't smart who pulled the cart who listened to the story without critique but might just peek at the cruelty wouldn't hesitate to pay the cable bucks to see some TV doesn't leave you stuck in delusion zone in delusion zone 4. once we have the music and the words in place we don't leave a trace of the crooked race it ends at the startup the beginning again where no left-behinds when it's all win-win wouldn't hesitate to shell out big bucks to a politician doesn't leave you stuck in delusion zone in delusion zone
9.
Never Mind 05:03
couple ice cubes in a shaker shaken and gone tinker, tailer and baker blinkin in the dawn campers in the canyon sinners in the street scholars in reunion scorchers in the heat get that ticket pay that fine don't make me no never mind 2. bourbon twist in my lemonade makes a sour face that liquor fades me into nebulous space bright eyes not in the a.m. that stuff's really not my friend burns me bloody brains up with its bloody blend sunday headache just eats my time don't make me no never mind 3. peanut butter colored coffee in my cup sipped and savored opens arteries picks me up does me that one favor I can see all the way to Orianna Creek even as it meanders round down Darwin's peak it's clear and blue as I climb don't make me no never mind 4. pasties settin on the party bench ketchup triumphant toe taps tippin two legs and then fakin flatulence the piano pounding perfect the brass belays the key mandolin is moving more than Marvin's heart can beat sayin that that's a sign don't make me no never mind 5. paddle boat boasts brave bartender meanin leanin quick dream with clarity rapacious thievin spread out panorama fitful pitched forth sleepin such dreams as these are purchased partly bleedin photographed in prismic sign don't make me no never mind 6. two tubes turning tapas on the terrace certain curtains tweakin melody in mode mon senior Merton huddled in the back row cleaving to this wreck nothing could be further than Florida from my deck grab that notion sing that line don't make me no never mind
10.
Inventory 03:31
got a lov'ly family we're all head of the house got a simple fantasy workin it out got a view of downtown the river to the east got a cosy library more books than I can read got a full itinerary strategic coffee break got a mass of legendary standards on the deck got my senior Marta pass it costs me half as much got a ways to go before I know precisely what's the fuss Pennsylvania hills unwind in my rearview mirror New York City reflects exact the shape of my new year and down the coast to islands and west to Piedmont Range in a way it's home by now so long no longer strange 2. got a charming daughter hostess anytime got a thoughtful son-in-law always has a rhyme got a blue-green prius kinda car I want got two feet that take me to anywhere I'm not got some satisfaction what I get to sing got a map of cities to visit in the spring my friends are kind of leftie they work for peace as such got a ways to go before we know if we make the cut Pennsylvania hills unwind in my rearview mirror New York City reflects exact the shape of my new year and down the coast to islands and west to Piedmont Range in a way it's home by now so long no longer strange

about

Rebecca Keel adds her sonority to some of these songs, otherwise solo, me doing the instruments and vocals not to mention writing the songs. The cover image is "Cute Cow", done on a found box that looks like a portfolio but too heavy to be practical(?) The cow image is taken from my daughter's early sketch books. On the other side is a painting of a steak. I realized that I had overlooked two songs in my earlier recordings so added them to this "album", the first two. The other songs are all from 2018. They deal with political issues, calling out the 1%, and there are self-reflective moments and wordplay, often surprising what comes down from the song muse.

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released February 10, 2019

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Thinkspeak Atlanta, Georgia

Tom Ferguson has been writing songs since 1969, all of which are collected in Songs, 1969-2018. It's coil-bound to nicely fit a music stand, available at lulu.com just search tom ferguson there.

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